See what had happened was....

I know I have been MIA for the past couple of days. And I'm sorry. But I've had some things on me and I needed to pray my way through. If you'll remember..the last time we spoke I was a little upset with myself because I hadn't been giving God the attention that He deserved.

Well, making up for lost time unleashed a chain of events that I couldn't see coming. That is not a complaint. I just wanted to let you guys know that I didn't forget about any of you. I've just been a lil busy trying to stay busy.

You see, free time is not my friend. Too much time on my hands and I tend to mentally self destruct. I will think myself into a hole if left to my own devices. And my Father knows this about me. Which is why He tends to keep me very busy. But my Father also knows that I can be a bit hard headed and stubborn.

He also knows that though I will not always take very good care of myself. I will step up and go all moma bear for my friends and the people that I care about. So. He either had certain sisters seek me out...or He laid them on my heart. Either way. Mission accomplished. Because I got so caught up in loving on them. I didn't have time to think. Much less act on any of my crazy thoughts.

So effectively what had happened was.........

I laid down my blogger cap to put on my prayer warrior helmet. If you reached out to me...or I reached out to you...I have been praying for you. And because I was so full of "stuff" for others I didn't really feel comfortable blogging because I didn't want to get too deep in anyone else's business. I didn't want people to read anything that sounded like them. It's one thing when I write something about me and someone can relate. It's something else when I write something and people get that 'I know she's not talking about me' cold chill.

Please keep in mind that this is not a complaint. I am thankful that God trusts me with you. I am thankful that you trust me with you. I am thankful to get out of my own head and go to battle for you. I am thankful that helping you helps me battle against my free time enemy.

I would not have it any other way. I have been gifted with gab. And I have also been gifted with loving my brothers and sisters. And I am so thankful to be able to share both gifts with you!

Muah!